Yes, I am a disappointment, always a disappointment to Mummy especially.

I failed N level and had to retake, I didnt do well for O, I ended up in ite..

I wasted my time, those time when I retained

However, I've gotta be strong. 

What others gonna say about me doesn't matter because at least, I know their true colours :)

Well, I have a good and bad news. 

The bad news is, I have to delay school till next year then I can start

The good news is, I'm pregnant.

I'm ready to accept the fact and I'm definitely not hiding this baby like some criminal because he did nothing wrong! :)

Yes, I've realised my mistakes but so what? What's done has been done, no point crying over a spilt milk.

I went to visit the gynae and I'm four months pregnant! I'm so fortunate for not having any morning sickness or whatever, its just some cramps and backaches whenever I walked long.

And I'm so surprised when the gynae said it was a male because the baby was opening his legs. Dajie was saying during her fourth month pregnancy, jovynn didnt even want to open her legs. Haha!

And the reason why I'm surprised because, so far its all girls, Chloe, Claire, Jovynn. No boys huh!

I hope my baby comes out will be like the male lead of playful kiss/ it started with a kiss, genuis and handsome. Hahaha!

However, I hope he wont be so stressful because I've been so stressed up with the wedding thing and Darren just making me pissed off again and again. Not only that, sometimes, I just cant stand what his mother says. Its so offending! Urgh!

Whatever, just cover my ears and listen to the good words only, or else I can just get depression any minute!