The miracle life of jerez kwok

Just one month ago, I had my first baby. When I woke up that day, I had contractions, it feels like braxton hicks but its even more painful. So I called my gynae up and he told me to go for ctg.
Thankfully the pain was bearable so I took my time to bathe just in case i had to be hospitalised.

I reached mt alvernia around 4 plus and did the ctg test for an hour. The nurse told me my cervix dilated only 1cm and asked if I wanna go home instead or stay cos at least there's nurses around. I told the nurse the contrations were painful, I dun wanna go home then what if I really wanna give birth and I had to rush back here again. So I told her to call my gynae instead and see what he says.

In the end, I stayed at the hospital and was transferred to the delivery room. Contractions starts to hurt even more and whenever it contracts, my backbone ache like shit that I scream at darren to help me to massage, sorry :(!

I admit at that point of time, my attitude really sucks. The nurse told me to try the laughing gas, it might not hurt so much but the side effect was giddiness and nauseous that I vomitted and told the nurse I dunwan it cos its making me feel even more miserable. The nurse also suggest me to take the pethidine jab which could dilate my cervix faster which  obviously I took it.

My contractions starts to worse that I had no choice but to take the laughing gas which makes me so drowsy at around 6 plus 7 plus. After that I felt like something is coming out, my contraction worsen, I told the nurse I feel like shitting and they check my cervix and baby is coming out. Yet, they told me not to push out cos my gynae is coming. I had a deja vu on the whole scenario, the whole scene was so familiar. I had deja vu on me screaming at the nurse, telling the nurse how can I not push when its coming out and told her why the doctore is taking so long. Omg, I don't know if it's the side effect of the laughing gas which makes me feel like I've seen this scene before or is it I dreamt before....

When the gynae arrived, I quickly push it out but darren told me to push when there's contraction... so I did it. :') the crying sound of him makes me feel so relieve and when the nurse pass him to me, I know that everything's worth it, the 39 weeks of pregnancy :')

To me, the only thing that hurts during labour was the contractions.
So proud and happy to have a son whom is very obedient (when I pregnant him) cos I told him to let me collect my maternity photos and watch my despicable me 2 before coming out and he really waited... and on the day of the labour, I told him to quickly come out because the contractions are killing me, I don't wanna endure till the next day etc.. and around 8 pm that day, he really came out :') ♥