WHY?!!!!

Why must i always ask then i'll know? Its been so long since others asked me (except for last wed) I feel so thickskinned and so tired about asking people where they're going etc. I always have to find it out on my own. I feel so unimportant. Ever since this year, i'm feeling so leftout i dont wanna say such words but this is how im feeling. Maybe its true that having odd number inside, someone will definitely feel leftout... And i still can think about next year, hah! Me and my wishful thinking -.- Why must my last paper be on friday? Why cant the freaking art paper be on wed? Then give me a break on friday? 很不爽. 我快要闷死了! :(